Anyway, something just happened between him and me,which is 3 days ago...i'm still angry towards him and hate him....why must this happened to us when we are going to 1 year....you spoil everything,my trust, my love and EVERYTHING....
Although, i'm very angry with him but i still love him....on that day,i'm on the verge of break up with him,recapping on what he had done behind my back....and i really hate him now...
I'm indeed confused with my own feelings...weather to leave him or stay with him...
i really felt like leaving him because i cant imagine what else had he done behind me,maybe even the worst thing that i never imagine he could do...
On the other hand,i want stay with him because i love him and don't want leave him...
Even now when i think back about what happened i started to feel angry towards him...
I'M DISAPPOINTED
I"M CONFUSED
ALL THANKS TO YOU!!